Welcome to my life.....

Where to began....Lets start with me. I am a 20 year old something man who has a taste for all that is love and music. I would not classify myself as amazing, perfect, or anything in between. I am like any other man. I have been playing this game we call Second Life for quite some time dating back all the way to 2007. I have no fashion sense in my head only my preference.

This is how I currently look in Second Life. I have upgraded my entire body to Bento or Mesh. If you want to look like me please refrain. Just be yourself. I can script in second life as well as mix music as I am a DJ. I would not call me a professional photographer by any means. Although if you like my pics you can thank my custom built computer. For all the ladies looking for whatever I am sorry to say I am taken by an amazing woman who I have plans to be with in both worlds. But more of her will come you can rest assured.

For those who have known me for a while or in any amount of time I am sorry if I have hurt you or thank you for being my friend. Yeah pretty black and white here for me as mentioned I am not perfect. But I have a sense of being the best I can be and giving myself what I feel I deserve. I will not tolerate being ridiculed or judged by others as they have no room to talk in any regard of who I am or was. I have always been and will continue to be me. I have never changed in this regard only adapted and allowed those who I see fit to see the real me. If I can offer any advice in my time and what i have learned it would be this.

Respect yourself of who you are. You nor anyone else is perfect. Treat those how you wish to be treated and forgive those who think less. Do not judge others unless you are prepared to be judged yourself. I feel Idealism is a good thing to have. Pursue your dreams aggressively because I can tell you if you simply sit back and think they will come to you they will not.

My goal of this blog is to help unwind and maybe put a little insight into how I work. I have been called insane, a manipulator, a heart breaker, and a liar. I don't really care if you think these things of me. I can tell you for sure though you are wrong by a large margin. I'm not going delve into such concepts that are below me and naive at best. Those who are close to me know the real me and whatever else you think is just a fake facade of the complex being known as Jeffry Heartsdale.

Now you may be asking why did you pick Heartsdale for your last name. Well back in 2007 you were allowed a fixed last name and out of the many to choose from I choose this because I felt it fit who i was as a person. I am by far and above all a romantic. My love is hard and never ending. Amplified by only time and combined with my sexual nature is something I am proud of. If you think that means I cheat just to get sex you are wrong I am loyal. The person I am with I treat like a queen as they should be treated. Intense and extremes are something I am known for and have scared many people away or broken up with in this regard.

Well I am sure that probably covers the basics of who I am. First post goal achieved. Thank you for reading and as always have a great day.